Sometime's I wonder..
Is God playing some sick game with my mind?
My heart?
Does he find amusement in torturing me by..
Taking the ones I love..
And hold dearest to my heart away...?
Do he like to see me cry,
And trip over obstacles and my own feet in life?
Maybe its my own fault because I never talk to him much anymore..
Yet it feels like he is tormenting me because of that..
Who really know's though...Yet...
I know that I've never been one to hate...
But I wonder..
Do you hate me God?